Saturday, 23 April 2016

Catch Up

Hi Guys,

Sorry I haven't posted in a while, my life has been pretty crazy over the past two months. I started not one but two new jobs (who ever thought that was a good idea was wrong...) but I do love doing it because there is so much variety in the work I am doing.

I also made a few... no a lot of bad drunken decisions. My boyfriend dumped me at the beginning of March because he said he couldn't put up with my 'shit' anymore amongst other reasons I suppose. I guess he will only know the real reason but to be quite honest I don't really care, I am so glad I am out of that relationship and can finally go out and have fun with my friends every  night. Friends are better than boyfriends I can tell you that much!

Due to the fact that we broke up I obviously hit the clubs and bars up ALOT. Too much if I'm honest and that leads me to my bad mistakes... as i was so used to being in a relationship I thought that I wanted to be in one again. I had started seeing a lad that I worked with and then we got drunk and kissed and whatever... but then in the morning when he didn't basically give himself to me as my boyfriend (so cringe even thinking about this now...) I went psycho on his ass. We are now friends and it's all cool but I wanted things from him that he just wasn't ready for. He does still say that there is 'just something about you' though which always makes me smile.

I have been on a couple of dates all of which haven't been mind shattering but they went ok. Now I just want to go easy, I don't want to be in a relationship. I am so happy being alone and having my independence and not having to worry about what someone else is saying or thinking or anything, its bliss. I'm just going to be sassy as hell and kill my makeup game every day and everything will be cool. Look forward to seeing some pictures from my nights out and all details about what I did with my makeup!

Who else loves being single? Does anyone have any embarrassing first date stories? You tell me and I'll tell you!


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